Happy New Years!

I hope everyone is enjoying their New Years. I had to work today... but it wasn't too bad... plus there was CHOCOLATE. That seems to be a cure-all!

I couldn't sleep last night... I didn't fall asleep til after 5am... and had to wake up at 8am to get ready for work... so I was trying to function on 3 hours of sleep! But I managed. I am not too sure why it was hard for me to sleep... I always seem to have a lot on my mind... just about life in general... there are just somethings that I don't necessarily understand... and I think that's my problem... I try to understand the things that I cannot... when I should learn how to let it go...

Lately I feel like I have so much to do... yet so little time... and daylight seems to run away from me...

I am spending the New Years alone this year... there seems to be many "first" for me this year... It was the first time in 26 years not to be with my family for Christmas... and now its the first time I've had to spend the New Years... alone... I had the comfort of warm blankets and movies... but it doesn't compare to the comfort your family and loved ones bring...

I can hear fireworks going off outside... nothing too close... and I seen fireworks go off while driving home from work... to be honest... I don't really recall setting off fireworks for the New Years... that's always been a 4th of July thing... I have exactly 1 hour and 4 minutes until the New Year arrives.... I'm looking forward to whatever the New Year has to offer... I just hope there are more better moments than 2008. I guess we all hope for better moments each year...

Well, I'm going to go cozy up with my blankets again... I wish you all a wonderful New Years...